So it's been a long time since I updated this blog in a sensible fashion so...here is one of the new updates where the picture indicats how I am feeling. I feel as if the world is colourfull and skies are blue, but there's something black and white about me as if I'm out of place...the yes are shadowed out because no one seems to see me as I really am at the moment... - Mat B Regard (By the way...that's not an actually pic of me, but I did edit it into its current black and white and dark state)