I felt like this today. Something, trying to escape from somwhere. I went driving this morning with Jason Strathum (more on that somewhere below in the blog), and I did...well....so badly that I have givien up driving for the next few monthes. Think: 5 major mistakes and about 10 minors in 20 minutes... - So as soon as I got home, I calmly excused myself, and told him I was going to take a break. In fact, he didn't look surprised at the news... - And I ran, Ran, RAN! Across fields, through mud, and walked along a path, headed into a graveyard where I sat and thought and thought and sat, then I went walking, walking, walking, walking for two hours....I'm still not sure that I have escaped myself yet...but sooner or later I will figure out what is wrong, till then, this crab's gunna get his claws out - Mat B